Awaken from a certain dream
Arisen to the morning sun
Looking at the waning moon
Confusion
I feel like closing my doors
Snuffing out the lamp
But I will just
wait the tide out by the sea
to walk upon the pure shores again
with heart.
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Lately a surge of frustration came upon me as i went about my daily life-
a sudden feel that i don't pretty much stay at home anymore.
Quite disrupting for a homebod like me...
Then again eversince i stepped into the working world, what hasn't been disrupting? I'll need sometime to re-adjust my focal point, my heart and my soul...

Sometimes quite annoyed with the paradoxical traits in me- want but not wanting,  do but not doing, love but not loving.
Perhaps its my pride, my insecurity.
Need some time.